Nosey ass people

Stay in my business

Trying to drag my name in the dirt

Make my feelings hurt

Ha, I’m laughing at these clowns

My self-esteem to high

For them to bring me down

What’s the point of even trying

They don’t see me losing sleep

Nor crying

Cry when I have bigger problems on hand

Give myself a hand

I have a gigantic plan

Haters want stop me man

Go ahead talk your talk

I can’t hear you no way

I’m listening to my dream

It has a lot to say

New York state of mind

With that Nas in my ear

My heart pumps blood

No room for fear

Only fear GOD

The owner of everything

Give this life up right now

If I could fly

And have wings

Fuck these earthly things

Hope my future brings

A better me with the KING

Of my salvation I sing

Like the caged bird sing

I’m tied of being tied

But I’m not stressing a thing

Almost tore their home apart

Letting another trick hit it

Drove Paul crazy

Cause he wasn’t down with it

Lost his mind many times

From men screwing his dime

He was less of a man

Not providing her with grands

So you know what she did

Got it from the next man

You know the saying

What you want do

Another man will

So step your game up

And master your skills

It’s a lot of fraud asses

Exhausting the game

I’m tied of hearing

The same o same

Seeing the same people

Specially if your swag lame

I want to hear songs

To get me through my pain

Lift my spirit

When I’m feeling low

Something to reach into my soul

I dare you confuse me with so and so

Don’t compare me to anybody

Looking for the truth

It’s right here I got it

Her words drive me insane

That’s what most dogs bark

Mad their not the cause

For inspiring my heart

I’m not going anywhere

I’m a permanent mark

Stump Road for life

Give a damn how you feel

Total repercussions

If you run up on Lakil

I’m not checking for no one

That’s prone to doing wrong

That’s my weakness

I need a right

To right this wrong

Yes, It can be fatal

Living life alone

Cause even when I’m gone

I need a place to call home

Everywhere I go

It’s the same o song

I’m fighting a battle

In the top of my dome

When I try to do what’s right

evil’s always present

Got to stay prepared

No time for guessing

Need help from ABOVE

To keep a sound mind

Get my life together

Before I run out of time

Make peace with those

I grudged with over the years

Bring joy to those

Crying so many tears

Well I was told by the recruiter that I’m not going to be able to go back active army due to a charge that’s on my record for domestic violence, which I didn’t commit any physical harm to anyone. Besides the person I got into the dispute with doesn’t live with me so I don’t understand why the bitch ass policemen would write their statement up as domestic violence. I just hate my brother and daddy’s guts or anything they touch or possess now. My brother was visiting us and we got into a dispute, in which he was threatening and calling me a bitch. So I fired a weapon in the air, and not at him, I fired the weapon to scare him, apparently, I scared his bitch ass real bad to make him call the police. Hell if I had of known this situation would fuck up my record I should have went ahead and killed them both in cold blood. And I should have killed the policemen for taking their side and writing the wrong report up. So now I’m a take the time to say I hate everyone, everything, and every being except myself. It’s really all about me now, fuck every being, everybody, fuck them all.